||[Mar. 4th, 2005|11:27 am]
WElllll im 20 now. My birthday was really great actually. I went to play group with josh in the morning and all the moms and toddlers sang to me lol it was really cute.
And amy gave me the cutest card in the world. (it had a puppy on it...cant get better than that) And then i went ot my dad's for lunch and hung out there all day going through my stuff in my old room throwing tings out. I was like crying throwing out old notebooks and letters from friends and bfs. :( its just silly to keep things like that now. Memories can be enough. And then i went ot Olive Garden with my mom, dad, little sis, little bro and his gf, and john and josh. it was really fun to spend time with my family. i miss living with them so much. im such a baby. and then we came back here and my dad brought a cake he made me that was strawberry (pink) with purple icing he made home made. it was adorable and i love it so much. haha. my mom got me some awesome gifts (instant nail party and tommy girl perfume set) john mentioned were like for a 12 year old but i love gifts liek that. I miss my childhood more than others i think because it stopped short when i was 16. then stacy came over a little later and she brought me gifts which she should have spent so muc hmoney on shes such a dork. ill pay her back somehow tho. it was cool too cuz like so many people called me ot say or sing happy birtdhay. it really felt good to know that many people love me. Im excited about this weekend because i dont have to work and i have stuff to do. tonight i get contacts bc im totally out haha and then im going out to eat ot meet blair (my sister in law's future sister in law(if that makes n e sense)) and her mom (my sister in law's future mother in law)So thatl be fun. then tomorrow after class i have meg's bridal shower... o ya i have to make chex mix for that. dude that sucks. And then around 8 is the bach party for meg and we r going to AC to hit pf changs and then a bunch of bars if i go. im still debating. meg and amy r like beggin me to go and john is saying they will force me to stay wit hthem haha so well see. i hope dawn can drive me there and back bc i dont know how to ge tt o AC. im a wimp.
geez my house is a pig sty....gotta go clean!!! :P